Funny how we crave time and then once we have it...

we don't know what to do with it.

I seem to fill my everyday with loads of stuff all of the time. It makes me wake up some days wishing I had nothing to do, to just sit ont the couch and watch a movie or something and chill the frig out.

So recently I had a few days with nothing I "had" to do (there are always things that I can be working on). But I didn't seem to enjoy the fact that I had the time. My eyes didn't light up at the idea of chilling and watching TV, sleeping, or even playing guitar. It's like I want to do nothing, but nothing doesn't interest me. So I start thinking of "things" to do. Bigger things I guess, projects, or places to go, or painting...and on and on.

Does anyone else do this? The feeling of not being able to just chill out? I don't think that is an ADD thing. Maybe I should stop asking why I am like that as if it is a problem, and just accept that is me.

any thoughts?
~k

Lyrics to "Cheers"

Drink a glass of wine my dear
and forget all of your fears
You feel nothing at all
and your wasted in your tears

Your heart got lost along the way
like a lonesome dog that's gone a stray
and you can't find your way home
or the love thats come and gone

If you're taking the fall then cheers to what may claim you
I know nothing at all except fear can only break you
So hold onto your faith,
no matter what it's face
cuz soon you'll know your place

You'll stay here til' the end of night
but you'll wake up early from the daylight
and lead you out the door
back to what you know

If you're taking the fall then cheers to what may claim you
I know nothing at all except fear can only break you
So hold onto your faith,
no matter what it's face
cuz soon you'll know your place

You'll know your palce
Don't forget your face
and know your place

Lyrics to a brand new one "Addicting"

(This song still hasn't left my room)

I look at you and I can't breathe
I want you and its killing me
You are addicting

It feels like an eternity,
since you put your hands on me
you are addicting

Maybe in this life
You'd take me around the world
You could be my man,
and I'd be your girl.
I wonder if you feel the same way
though your so far away
oh, addicting

I want to feel you lips on me
life me up and rescue me
You are addicting

But maybe I should find my way
back to reality
cuz you and I will never be

Maybe in this life
You'd take me around the world
You could be my man,
and I'd be your girl
I think that you feel the same way
though your so far away
oh, addicting