Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Funny how we crave time and then once we have it...

we don't know what to do with it.

I seem to fill my everyday with loads of stuff all of the time. It makes me wake up some days wishing I had nothing to do, to just sit ont the couch and watch a movie or something and chill the frig out.

So recently I had a few days with nothing I "had" to do (there are always things that I can be working on). But I didn't seem to enjoy the fact that I had the time. My eyes didn't light up at the idea of chilling and watching TV, sleeping, or even playing guitar. It's like I want to do nothing, but nothing doesn't interest me. So I start thinking of "things" to do. Bigger things I guess, projects, or places to go, or painting...and on and on.

Does anyone else do this? The feeling of not being able to just chill out? I don't think that is an ADD thing. Maybe I should stop asking why I am like that as if it is a problem, and just accept that is me.

any thoughts?
~k

1 comment:

Hilander said...

you said it right out as it is. I too have been in this.. dilemma or whatever it can be called.

Andrus,
andrushein is the username in youtube to ID me.